2009 is coming an end
and i am all alone downstair
being so called "banned " to go countdown
and i dunno what the ... is happening that my mum keep want to quarrelled with me
the feeling is so ARHHHH
and my very first wish for the upcoming 2010 is to leave this place
i dun1 2 stay here !
i realise ever since we stayed here
everyone's temper has changed ! more frustated and hot tempered
i feel like smashing or throwing everything i see now
i dun wish to tell my parents one day that is u guys who changed me into a person i dun1 2 be
i dun wish to become like that
i just feel like ROARING is like ARHHHHHHH
this is what i feel
and in half an hour time i am going to wish MYSELF "HAppy New YEar" what a pathetic life to end 2009 and welcome 2010 right ! arhhhhhhhh
i really feel so i@#@#$@#$
i so wish that u will be there for me